One year, today

It’s been a year of change.

I don’t really post here anymore, but needed to document this day somewhere.

it felt good..

My first Pilates class in 4 years this morning.. 

This is what i need to do to feel better.. I remember now.

Off to Vietnam. Feels good :)

Dreaming..

Dreaming..

Times are changing..

A month ago my relationship ended after nearly 5 years and it changed my life. Not only my daily life, also my perspective, how i see things, how i feel about everything, and my expectations and hopes for the future. Everything has become uncertain. 

Lots has been happening. This month I…

- rediscovered loneliness

- moved out of our house

- have been staying on the sleeper sofa at my sister’s 

- have been living out of my suitcase 

- decided what field of medicine I want to specialize in

- started the last compulsory internship of my 6 year university degree

- applied for two grown-up jobs

- will have my two first job interviews ever

- found a new apartment to live

- have cried every day

- have experienced love and kindness from friends and family

- have been overwhelmed

I can only say, I wonder what next month will bring..

Sunshine through my window. Morning coffee. Mmmmm..

Sunshine through my window. Morning coffee. Mmmmm..

this is what i imagine my wedding dress would look like..  (strange to post this, when just a few weeks ago i left the person i thought i’d maybe marry someday)

this is what i imagine my wedding dress would look like.. 

(strange to post this, when just a few weeks ago i left the person i thought i’d maybe marry someday)

hello there

hello there

together is better than alone

together is better than alone