Times are changing..

A month ago my relationship ended after nearly 5 years and it changed my life. Not only my daily life, also my perspective, how i see things, how i feel about everything, and my expectations and hopes for the future. Everything has become uncertain

Lots has been happening. This month I…

- rediscovered loneliness

- moved out of our house

- have been staying on the sleeper sofa at my sister’s 

- have been living out of my suitcase 

- decided what field of medicine I want to specialize in

- started the last compulsory internship of my 6 year university degree

- applied for two grown-up jobs

- will have my two first job interviews ever

- found a new apartment to live

- have cried every day

- have experienced love and kindness from friends and family

- have been overwhelmed

I can only say, I wonder what next month will bring..